Echoes of a Distant Demon
by Sailor Doc
~ Chapter Seven ~
Smoke.
All around
her it billowed and rolled. The atmosphere here was heavy with it and mixed
with the cold, damp haze of an icy fog. Together, the two seemed to cling and
stick to everything they touched, including every inch of her skin not covered
by her uniform fuku. As it was now, she could barely see six feet in front of
her.
It had been a
furious battle.
Luna and
Artemis had detected a secret base of Queen Beryl's hidden on one of Jupiter's
lesser moons, and Queen Serenity had sent her senshi
here to annihilate its threat. They had responded immediately, and despite the
fact that the youma stationed here had been tipped off and were waiting for
them, had made short work of their evil menace. The senshi had come in hard and
fast, giving no quarter and asking none in return. Venus had placed her
soldiers to their very best advantage, and the effects
had been devastating to the unwelcome inhabitants of this normally deserted
moon. Now, all that was left was the infamous 'fog of war,’ in this case mostly
courtesy of the combined attacks of Mars and Mercury. Venus, however, had a
problem that was starting to leave a bitter taste in her mouth as opposed to
the sweet taste of victory she should be enjoying right now.
One of her
senshi was missing.
She took a
deep breath. The air around her stank of brimstone, ozone, and the charred
flesh of several hundred dead youma. She would probably have gagged at the
stench if she could take time to think about it, but time was a luxury she
couldn't afford. They had to get out of there in case whichever General had
been in charge of this place returned with reinforcements. But, first, they had
to gather what information they could from their computers, destroy the base
complex itself, and most importantly, find their missing comrade. Venus had
vowed long ago that no soldier would ever be left behind.
Not on her
watch.
Even if that soldier wasn't...
"Reiko,”
she whispered softly as her eyes strained against the thick, gray fog.
"Where are you, love?"
Breaking up
the assignments, they all went to work quickly, with Mercury on the computers,
Jupiter on turning the complex into a heap of rubble, and herself
on search and rescue. A task made that much harder by the fact that Mars would
not answer her communicator.
Or could not.
Checking her
compass once again, she continued heading blindly in the last direction she had
actually seen Mars, her dark hair swirling around her as she turned to face yet
another attacker, her brilliant eyes flashing a promise of fiery death as a
column of flame erupted from her outstretched hands...
"Mars! Mars,
can you hear me?" she called out periodically as she plodded through the
slowly dissipating haze. "Mars!"
Reaching the
spot she had last seen her partner, she began to search the area in detail, and
then she felt a cold shiver sweep across her skin that had nothing to do with
the lingering effects of Mercury's fog. Her face blanched white.
The ground
here showed signs of a tremendous struggle, and there were several patches of
blood scattered among the rocks. Youma didn't bleed.
But senshi
did.
"Rei!"
She couldn't
keep the fear out of her voice, and at that point, she really didn't care as
she cried out the name again with all her might.
"REI!"
With
desperate eyes, she began to trace the trail of blood, stumbling after it as it
led off into the mist that continued to swirl and dive among the rocky hills.
About fifteen yards out, she came upon Mars’ communicator, crushed and sticky
to her touch as she picked it up with trembling fingers, now stained red with
blood.
Rei’s blood.
Unable to
speak, Minako could only stare at the broken piece of equipment in her hands.
"No,” she whispered, her voice cracking on the word. Slowly, tears formed
at the corners of her eyes, only to begin their sad journey down her bloodless
cheeks and splash soundlessly against the blood stained communicator that
offered her no answers. Only more questions that she feared
the answers to.
In her
stunned silence, she almost missed the beeping of her own communicator.
"Venus,"
she said as she answered the insistent tone, her voice a rough whisper at best.
"Mercury
here,” came the brisk, business-like voice of the
Princess of Mercury. "Sensors indicate a lifeform
25 degrees south, southwest of your current position. Please be advised that as
we are the only known lifeforms on this moon, it may
very well be Mars. Do you copy?"
Taking a
tight grip on the rollercoaster ride of her emotions, she answered the senshi
of wisdom. "Yes, thank you,” she said, her tone
now more alert and hopeful. "I'm on my way."
"Minako,”
Mercury added gently. "Makoto is on her way in case you need her,
okay?"
"Thanks,"
she said, suddenly even more grateful for her good friends. "I may,” she
added, starting to move in the indicated direction. "I found her communicator
and it's a mess."
"Hang in
there!" came that calm, steady voice. "I'm
sure she's okay!"
"Venus
out," she managed, and, closing the communicator, broke into a cautious,
watchful jog.
Arriving at
the area indicated by Mercury's sensors, Venus came to a stop and scanned the
area.
Nothing. Even
though the fog was starting to lift, she could see absolutely nothing.
"Rei!"
she called out again, her heart starting to pound in frustration and fear.
"Can you hear me? Rei!"
Silence.
Then she
heard it. Just the soft scrape of something as it moved against the nearby
rocks, but she quickly turned in that direction, eyes straining to see through
the swirling mists that roiled and played along the ground.
And suddenly,
there she was.
Holding her
obviously injured left arm closely against her body, Mars limped painfully out
of the cloud of smoke and fog, blood still dripping slowly from her limp
fingertips. Sensing more than seeing a presence, she looked up at her senshi
leader and at first, scowled darkly. Then, seeing the worry on her lover's
face, her expression quickly changed. Coming to a staggering stop, she
straightened her stance, and with a nonchalant tilt of her bruised and
soot-blackened face said gruffly, "Even a youma can get in a lucky shot
every once in a while... but only once!" she added with a wicked flash of
teeth and an almost evil grin.
Tears of joy
and relief streaming down her face, Minako couldn't help but laugh as she ran
forward and pulled Rei into her arms. Grunting at the force of Minako's
welcome, Rei refused to let her know how much it hurt! Instead, she closed her
good arm around her partner's back, and held her shaking form against her own.
"I'm
okay, Mina,” she insisted. "Really, it just looks much worse than it is."
"I
thought I'd lost you!" Minako said. Pressing her cheek against Rei's
chest, she listened to the reassuring beat of her heart and refused to let her
go. "I found your communicator and all that blood,
and I..."
"Shh," Rei said softly, pulling her gently closer.
"It's over now. I'm here, you’re here, and soon, we'll be going home
together. That's the way you told me you always like it to come down, isn't
it?"
Taking a
deep, cleansing breath, Minako could only manage a nod, refusing to give up the
comfort of her current position.
Smiling,
despite her pain, Rei pressed a reassuring kiss against the top of her lover's
head. "I'll always come home with you, Mina," she said.
"Sometimes, it may take me a bit longer to get there than you may
like," she added with a gentle smile, "but, I promise you... wherever
you are is my home, and at the end of all my days, I will be with you.
Always."
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"Minako? What are you doing here?"
Rei stared in
disbelief at the young woman standing before her. In her nondescript jeans and
t-shirt, her hair covered by a ball cap and her eyes hidden behind dark
glasses, Minako was still very recognizable to the shinto priestess, even in this 'stealth mode'.
Recovering from her initial shock, Rei straightened up and quickly adopted an
air of disapproving nonchalance. "What if the press had caught you? It
would have caused a riot out there!"
"Why do you
think I snuck in?" the idol singer asked with a mischievous
grin.
"You're
missing the point," Rei frowned, ignoring the irrational urge to answer
that grin with one of her own. "They would have been all over you in
seconds, and I wouldn't have been able to help you," she said, turning her
head away.
"I knew
they'd never catch me," Minako insisted with a confidant smile. "I
have my ways."
Turning back to
her, Rei cast a skeptical eye in her direction. "Seem awfully sure of yourself, don't you?" she asked, crossing her arms over
her chest.
"Yes
actually, I am!" Minako insisted lightly. Seeing Rei's continued doubt,
Minako said, "Have you already forgotten? I was Sailor V long before I
ever knew who Sailorvenus was! How do you think I was
able to get in and out of places so easily back then? On top of that, I've been
a popular idol most of my life, and if I hadn't discovered how to get out and
about on my own long ago, I would have gone crazy in that ivory tower my
manager would have kept me locked away in. It's actually quite easy, once you
get the hang of it!" she insisted.
"Okay,"
Rei allowed, nodding her head. "So you got in here," she said,
reaching for her broom and looking off over the gardens with feigned
indifference. "Congratulations! That still doesn't answer the original
question. What are you doing here?" she asked again, not turning to look
back at the other young woman.
A little put off
by Rei's cold manner, Minako's smile slipped a bit, and she cast her still
shaded eyes downward as it became plain to her that Rei would not let her in as
easily as she had hoped for.
"Be
patient!" Artemis had said to her just before she'd left the penthouse.
"Despite the fact that this whole debacle has totally disrupted her life,
you know how she can be! My guess is that she's about met her limit. She's
never been noted for her patience, you know!"
"But,
Artemis," she'd started, thinking he was being far too serious, and barely
able to keep her excitement under control.
"But
nothing, Minako!" the white cat had insisted, trying to rein in her
enthusiasm just a little. Afraid of seeing how hurt she would be if Rei
rejected her, he'd tried to bring her back down to earth a bit. Closing his
eyes, he said, "Just be honest, Minako! Nothing more,
nothing less. She deserves that much, right?" he asked, his green
eyes opening to look at her in honest appeal.
Looking at Rei
now, her face in profile, her chin set at a defiant angle, and her eyes
refusing to meet hers, Minako knew her work was cut out for her. If she could
ever hope to establish, much less re-establish, any kind of a relationship with
this proud young woman, she would have to be the one to take that all too
important first step.
Removing her
hat, she stepped forward to stand directly in front of the stubborn priestess,
who turned to look at her in surprise. Removing the dark glasses that had kept
her eyes hidden, she looked at Rei with all the honesty and longing in her
heart, and simply said, "I came to see you, Rei. I had to see you."
Momentarily
taken aback by the close proximity of the other woman, Rei was thrown by the
openness of Minako's words. They were simple. They were honest. And for the
first time since she had met the girl in this lifetime, there seemed to be no
hidden meaning or agenda. Which begged the question…
"Why?"
Rei asked abruptly, taking a couple of steps back from her.
With a soft
sigh, Minako allowed Rei her personal space and looked down at the footpath a
few moments before saying quietly, "Several reasons, actually. One, I was
worried about you and wanted to see for myself that you were okay."
Nodding
thoughtfully, Rei accepted that. "Thank you," she said, retaking her
seat on the bench beneath the old tree. "I appreciate your concern."
Watching as Minako started to fidget, she added, "I was sorry to hear
about your bodyguards. Were you very close?"
Minako looked
over toward the stone garden, determined not to let her emotions get the best
of her. This was not the time or place, damnit! But,
Rei had always had a talent for getting to the root of anything that upset or
disturbed her, and that talent was obviously still in place.
Refusing to get
upset or to look back at her, Minako cleared her throat and said heavily,
"Yes. They had both been with me for several years, and had become more
like family to me than employees. It's been... pretty bad."
"I can see
that. Here," she heard Rei say with surprising gentleness.
Looking warily
back at her out of the corner of her eye, she saw the handkerchief in Rei's
outstretched hand. With a slight smile, she hesitantly stepped forward and took
it, gratefully excepting Rei's silently indicated offer to join her on the
shaded bench.
"It must
have been hard," Rei said, as Minako settled onto the bench, the unused
cloth held tightly in her hand.
"Yeah, well
not as hard as it's been on their real families, I'm sure," she said,
playing down her own pain in deference to theirs.
Nodding, Rei
easily recognized what Minako was doing, and allowed the subject to gracefully
slide away. "Regardless," she said seriously, "I'm sure they
appreciate your concern, Minako, as I do. But, let me assure you. I am
perfectly okay."
Looking up at
her, Minako unconsciously allowed Rei to see her unguarded expression.
"Are you sure, Rei? Are you really sure? I mean, you actually killed a
man!"
Rei was shocked
at the pain she could see laid bare in those lovely, caramel-colored eyes. She
had not expected that! For the first time since Minako had gotten there, Rei
could clearly see the stress, the lack of sleep, the over work, the suffering,
and the naked loneliness this young woman had been enduring for she had no idea
how long.
"Really,
Mina!" she said gently, trying to reassure the other girl, and wondering
briefly why she had flinched as if she'd been struck when Rei called her that.
Turning to face her, Rei impulsively reached out and gathered Minako's hands in
her own. "I knew exactly what I was doing, and I have no regrets about
it," she said. Tilting her head down, she tried to make eye contact with
the idol, who kept her face averted, but Rei could clearly see the blush that
lightly covered Minako's cheeks, and it was only then that she became aware of
the small hands trembling within her own. Surprised, Rei felt her own cheeks
began to color as she slowly opened her hands, allowing Minako to pull hers
back into her own lap, and an awkward silence descended on the bench until Rei
cleared her throat.
"So,"
she said, her fingers picking at the edge of the bench as she looked out over
the grounds. "What else brings you here?"
"I beg your
pardon?" Minako asked, more to buy a few more moments to recover from that
one, brief disconcerting moment than anything else.
"That was
just one reason," Rei explained. "You said there were several."
"Oh.
Yes," Minako answered. "I also wanted to let you know that I've
decided to take your advice."
"My
advice?" Rei asked, drawing a
complete blank as to what she could be talking about.
"I called
my doctor," Minako said, looking at her with a slightly nervous smile.
"I have an appointment to see him in two days."
"Minako!" Rei exclaimed before she could stop herself, a dark,
yet delighted grin spreading across her face. "I'm so glad!" Four
years ago she would have probably said something like, 'It's about time you
showed some common sense and came around to reason, Aino Minako!' Now, with the
passage of time and the still vivid memories of the other girl’s death, she
couldn't contain her relief. "I know you can beat it this time," Rei
encouraged. "We caught it early, and you can beat it. I'm sure of
it!"
"I may need
your help," Minako said shakily.
"Whatever
you need, whatever you want," Rei said. "I'll be there for you. Just
ask."
"Be careful
what you say, Mars Reiko-san," the idol singer said softly, lowering her
eyes once again. "I may just hold you to it."
That name again.
Rei shivered. Why did she have to use it just now?
A soft breeze
rustled the leaves overhead, breaking the silence that had fallen between them
once again, until Rei gathered her courage and asked, "So, was there
anything else you need to see me about, Minako?"
"Yes,
actually," she said quietly. "We need to talk, Rei. I
need to talk. It's time I was totally honest with you. Long past time actually,
if you want to know the truth," she added tiredly.
"The
truth about what?" Rei asked,
almost afraid of the answer, yet oddly craving it as well.
"The truth
about us and who we really were in the past life."
Rei felt an
irrational surge of anger. "The truth? About the past life? Why is that so important now?" she
demanded. "With you it's always been about the ‘past life!’ What does that
have to do with here and now? The present day? That's
what I'm interested in, Minako!"
Minako frowned.
"Rei, you know as well as I do what a tremendous influence what happened
back then has had on our lives. It still affects us! Even now it guides our
thoughts, effects our decisions, shapes who we are,
what we think, and... and..."
"And
what, Minako?" Rei ordered.
"Come on, spit it out! I love a good story, so don't stop now!"
Minako's eyes
flashed as she reacted to Rei's tirade. "And who we love," she said
glaring at her, and lifting her chin in challenge.
Rei answered the
idol singer’s glare with one of her own. "I thought we were talking about
‘truth,’" she said, "so unless you intend to tell me the truth about
someone you love, then I see no more point to this conversation!"
"Why else
do you think I’m here?" Minako demanded.
"I'm not
sure," Rei said. "I thought we were discussing truth. So, am I
expected to believe you now, after all this time?"
"Rei, if
you'd just..." Minako tried to begin in exasperation, only to be cut off
by the angry priestess.
"I mean,
how many times did you and Artemis lie to us
anyway?" she demanded.
"We only
did what we felt we had to, to protect you guys! To give Usagi and the rest of
you time to awaken your full senshi powers and remember the mission from the
past life!" Minako insisted.
"But you
hadn't fully awakened yet either!" Rei stormed. "Why presume to take all of the burden on yourself?"
"Because
not regaining your memories along with your powers was slowing you down and
holding you back. It made you all more vulnerable!" she answered. "I
already had a year's worth of experience fighting all alone and I had also
regained all my memories."
"That still
doesn't explain why you would take such risks!" Rei demanded. "Why do
such a thing?"
"To
protect Usagi!" Minako said
patiently. "We knew they were after the Mystical Silver Crystal, and that
it was hidden deep within her heart. We also knew that they
didn't know that, so we decided to use that knowledge to our advantage. We
hoped that as a mature soldier and without the complication of a relationship
with Endymion, that she would be able to control the power of the crystal and
restore peace to the planet."
"That still
doesn't really answer the question!" Rei insisted. "Why take such
risks? Alone? We may not have been as strong or as
experienced, but we could have helped you!" Shaking her head, Rei
continued. "All those risks you took! Pretending to be the Princess!
Luring the Generals out in open confrontation! Inviting endless attacks from
youma! What were you thinking, Minako? Were you out of your mind?"
"No. I was
dying."
The quiet
simplicity of the words left Rei speechless. Staring open mouthed at the
delicate beauty sitting next to her, Rei couldn't help but marvel at her
winsome frailty: A cunningly deceptive mask that nature had given her to hide
the heart of a fiercely noble warrior.
Finding
encouragement in the serenity of this place, with the gentle afternoon sun that
filtering through the trees and warming her face, Minako continued, her voice
quiet in deference to its sanctity. "I had just found out about the tumor
maybe a day or two before Artemis first came into my life," she started.
"They had told me that there was an operation, but that my chances of a
completed recovery without a remission were pretty slim, and that the longer I
waited, the slimmer they would get. I was already an idol by then, just at the
beginning of my career, and I had no one around, really, to talk to about all
this and help guide me through it. I had just turned thirteen that October, and
all the possibilities seemed really bad to me. Then, Artemis appeared, and he
provided me the opportunity I needed to push all those decisions I didn't want
to face into the background. I never told my manager how serious my illness
really was, and I convinced Artemis that it wasn't that bad."
She smiled as
the memories came back to her. "It was great fun being Sailor V!
Everything was really all so simple then. I wasn't just Aino Minako, pop idol
singing sensation, or Aino Minako, terminally ill cancer patient with maybe a
year or two to live. I was Sailor V! The mysterious and daring sailor-suited
champion of justice! A jewel thief? No sweat! A bank
robbery, you say? Not a problem! I loved it! And even better yet? I excelled at
it!"
Rei couldn't
argue with that. Stories of her exploits had made it even into the shrine
itself, and she remembered she had been just as intrigued as the rest of Tokyo
by the beautiful, young masked heroine.
"I've
always loved the limelight," Minako continued. "Being center stage
with all the world looking up to me! It's an
unbelievable rush to share your energy with others, and when you feel the love
you're receiving in return, it's just so easy to multiply that and give it
back! Sailor V gave me the ultimate opportunity to give back to the world my
love, my hopes, and my dreams! It was wonderful!" she enthused. "Until I couldn't hide my illness from Artemis anymore."
Her tone change, subtly. "He was furious! But, by then, it was too late.
Venus had awakened, with all her memories and responsibilities intact, and
Sailor V was, to all intents and purposes, gone for me."
"When did
you start to remember?" Rei asked.
"The night
I first met a jewel thief called Tuxedo Kamen," she said, her eyes taking
on a distant look.
Rei was
surprised. "You met him way back then?"
"Yes,"
Minako said. "I was attempting to apprehend him one night, and it was
during that fight that it hit us both pretty hard."
"The
memories?" Rei asked.
"Yes,"
she answered. "In retrospect, I don't think he remembered quite as much as
I did that first night. What I do know is that we were both shaken pretty badly
by what we had seen. Suddenly, the whole world had changed again. I saw
everything! My true self, the Moon Kingdom in all its glory, the senshi, all of
us devoted to each other, our Princess, and her Kingdom. And I saw it all
destroyed and why in graphic detail. It was made very clear to me that night
just exactly what my true mission was. I had to do everything within my power
to ensure that the devastation of before was not allowed to repeat itself. All
of a sudden it wasn't just for fun anymore. In the blink of an eye it had
become deadly serious." She sighed heavily. "And once again, I found
myself alone, with only Artemis to help me, for though I knew you guys existed,
you were nowhere in sight, and I felt more alone than I had ever been
before."
"But
why?" Rei asked
again leaning forward. Caught up in Minako's story, she really wanted to
understand what had driven the lonely young girl to extending her isolation.
"Couldn't you have started looking for us? Sought out the friends and
comrades you knew would help you? I don't understand," she said, her brow
furrowing in confusion. "What made you push us away?"
"Well,"
she started, with just a trace of hesitation, "two things actually. After
Artemis found out just how seriously ill I was, we had to alter all the plans
we had originally made. The fact that it was terminal put a time frame on us he
hadn't been counting on, and we had to speed things up by forcing Beryl's hand.
We may not have had time to wait for your powers to develop, so we came up with
the idea of ‘Princess Venus, heir to the moon kingdom.’ It would draw them out,
focus them on me, plus give us an excuse to remain separated from you guys
while you were continuing to grow and gain strength. We both felt it was of the
utmost importance that you all be at your full powers
and skills when I..."
"Don't say
it!" Rei said, cutting her off. "We all know what happened."
"Don't be
so angry, Rei," Minako said, turning to look at her pointedly. She was not
used to having to explain herself or her actions to anyone, and this was
pushing her limit. "You were the one who insisted on knowing these things!
Do you think I actually wanted to go through all of this crap by myself? Well,
do you?" she demanded, and Rei flinched. "Of course, I wanted you
guys with me! I was tired! So very tired of it all! I could remember how close
we had all been! What good friends we were to each other! I was so envious
every time I saw all of you together! I wanted to join in too! To be a part of
all the times you spent together! I didn't know how I was going to be able to
carry on without you all by my side! But, Artemis and I both felt it would be
better for us all if we could avoid the emotional complications that would
arise for everyone when I died."
"Well, that
worked out really well," Rei said bitterly.
"We were
wrong," Minako said softly. "Terribly wrong, and it was all my fault."
"What makes
you say it like that?" Rei asked, curious at Minako's quiet admission.
"The second
reason I tried to push you guys away, but couldn't," she admitted. "I
remembered you."
Startled, Rei
leaned back and stared at Minako, her mouth slightly open and her eyes wide.
"What exactly do you mean?" she asked. "And what would that have
to do with anything?"
Minako easily
saw the sudden wary look in Rei's eyes and her own closed in silent pain as she
stood and moved away from the stone bench. Holding her arms against her chest as
if to ward off a sudden chill, she kept her back turned to the young priestess
still seated under the sheltering arms of the ancient tree. They stayed that
way for several moments. Minako trying to gather her thoughts
and her scattered emotions. Rei silently waiting for an answer she felt
she already knew in her heart.
Finally, Rei
rose to her feet and walked up behind her. "Minako.
Stop," she said gently. "You don't have to do this right now. Just
let it go. We can talk about it later, when you've had more time to
think."
"But, don't
you see, Rei?" Minako said. "That's part of the problem! I've had way
too much time to do nothing more than think about this."
"But,
Minako," Rei started, unable to stand the amount of pain she could hear in
the other girl’s voice.
"No,
Rei," Minako said, cutting her off. Turning her head slightly she offered
a brief smile before returning her gaze to the small orchard across the footpath.
"You asked me an honest question, and I promised you honest answers, so
then, this is the honest truth," she said, taking a deep breath. "I
love you."
There it was.
She had said it.
Though the
answer wasn't totally unexpected, Rei still blinked a moment in confusion, her
brain not quite able to wrap itself around the words she'd just heard.
"It's okay Minako, I understand," she said, with only the slightest
touch of a stammer. "I mean, you're my fellow senshi and I... I love you, too."
Minako closed
her eyes and almost laughed at the absurdity of the situation. She had expected
a bit more of a violent reaction from the hot-headed priestess. Clearly, she
had not understood what she had just said.
"No,
Rei," she said with infinite patience as she turned to face her. "I
don't just ‘love you.’ I'm in love with you!" she said,
looking directly into those beautiful, dark-brown eyes. "I think I always
have been," she added with a soft smile.
Rei, to her
credit, didn't panic. The moment she had secretly anticipated had come, just as
she had hoped and feared it would, and here she was. All alone in what some
people would consider a romantic setting, with one of the most beloved and
beautiful young women on the entire planet. The only other person she had ever
met who could make her own modest world tilt on its axis with a single word,
and she had just told her she loved her, no! Was in
love with her.
What to say,
what to say?
"I
know."
"Excuse me?
What did you just say?" Minako asked, turning to stare in confusion at the
priestess who now stood quietly beside her.
Gathering her
courage, Rei turned to face her. "I said, ’I know.’ I remember, Minako. I
remember who we were in the past life. I remember how close we were then, and I
remember what we meant to each other."
"Rei,"
Minako said, looking at the young woman standing next to her. She wanted to be
happy! She wanted to throw herself into Rei's arms and know that everything
would finally be okay again. But, as she looked at her standing there, a gentle
breeze blowing long strands of hair against the side of her cheek, she could
tell it was still too soon. Instead, she took a deep breath and asked,
"How long have you known?"
Turning, Rei
moved back down the footpath a couple of steps before she answered, "Just
a few days." Coming to a stop, she couldn’t help but ask the question, as
she appeared to study the edge of the path at her feet. "Do you really
still feel all those old emotions from way back then? I mean, come on,
Mina!" she said as she turned to face her again. "That was how long
ago? Do you really expect me to believe you still feel that strongly about
me?"
"Yes
actually, I do," she said. "And why do you keep calling me
that?"
Rei stared at
her blankly before she remembered the private nature of the pet name.
...'my Mina,'
she whispered into the delicate ear beneath her lips, her fingers trailing over
warm, supple flesh that quivered at her touch...
Blushing
fiercely, she snapped her head back to the orchard and mentally scrambled for a
comeback that didn't sound totally lame. "I, uh, I'm sorry, Mina... I mean
Minako!" she grimaced. "I didn't mean to um..."
"It's okay, Rei," Minako said, rescuing the other girl
from her own gaffe. "I understand, but I really wish you wouldn't call me
that unless you mean it."
"Okay,"
Rei said, relieved that the idol was willing to let it drop. The vision that
had come into her head along with the memory of that name had left her feeling
a bit warmer than she should have at this time of day in the shade of the old
tree. "I do seem to remember that I called you that on more than just
‘special occasions,’ Minako."
"True,"
Minako conceded, "but only when we were alone together... 'Reiko-chan'."
‘...I've
missed you so much, Reiko-chan,' Minako said, as she allowed the robe to slip
from her shoulders and fall silently to the floor. 'Welcome home, love…’
Rei gulped.
"Point taken," she said.
Minako frowned.
"Look, I know this has all come on you rather suddenly. I totally
understand how confusing it can be to have a bunch of memories from a former
life crammed into your head all at once. It's hard to grasp it all, Rei. You
can't do it overnight! It's going to take some time."
Rei looked up
gratefully at the other girl. "Thanks, Minako! Actually you're right. I
have been having trouble trying to come to grips with all this, especially
where it concerns my feelings for you."
Minako looked up
hopefully.
"I still
only have bits and pieces of what happened back then,” Rei said. “And I do
remember sharing my life with you. I get the feeling you'd like for us to pick
up where we left off, but... I don't think I'm ready for that just yet,"
Rei confessed. "I'm not saying I won't ever be!" she quickly added as
she saw the disappointment in the other girls face. "You said it yourself,
Minako! I just need some time. Are you willing to give me that?"
"Does that
mean we can't at least be friends?" Minako asked, afraid of the answer.
"Of
course not!" Rei reassured
her. "We still have a battle to fight! Have you already forgotten?"
Rei gently prodded her. As Minako shook her head, Rei said, "Good. You'd
better not." Turning again toward the bench, Rei guided them both back
toward it. "Besides, I could really use a good friend right now," she
said, taking a seat.
"What do
you mean," Minako asked, glad of the distraction Rei had so kindly
provided as she sat down beside her.
"All that
press out there," Rei said, indicating the front of the shrine. "I
need to try and find a way to get all this pressure off the shrine. It disrupts
the daily routine, upsets the people trying to come here for help, and it's all my fault!"
"Well, if
you'd care for the advice of a veteran of the press wars," Minako started.
"Please,"
Rei scoffed. "I'm willing to listen to anyone at this point, especially
someone with your experience."
"Okay,
there are two things you can do to get them off your back, and allow the shrine
to return to its normal routine," Minako began.
"I'm
listening," Rei said.
"First, you
need to give a press conference," Minako said.
"No
way!" Rei said, recoiling in
horror at the very thought.
"I know you
hate that sort of thing, but sometimes it can't be helped. In this case, I
believe it will actually help. Trust me on this!" Minako said as she
encouraged the disapproving young priestess. "I promise I'll help! I'll
even be there, and that will help divert some of the attention off you!
Rei," she said forcing the priestess to look at her. "They just want
to hear your thoughts and share them with the public."
"But, my
thoughts are my own! What if I don't want to share them?" Rei argued.
"You don't
have to tell them your life story," Minako teased. "Just give them a
few basic facts and then clam up in your usual charming fashion," she said, the old twinkle back in her eye. "They'll be
fascinated by your brooding crypticness and you'll be
done with them, for while at least anyway."
Not entirely
happy with that suggestion, Rei still grudgingly accepted the wisdom of it.
What Minako said did make sense, and if it would help the shrine, she would
endure it. It did make her reluctant to ask what the second thing was though.
"So,"
she grumped, "what else did you have in mind?"
"Move in
with me."
"What!"
Rei exclaimed. "How is that supposed to help?"
"If you're
not here," Minako explained patiently, "they have no reason to stay
here either."
"Well..."
Rei stalled. "Why your place? Why not go to the
country, or even my father’s place?" she asked, cringing even as those
last words left her mouth.
Minako hesitated
before she answered. "Well, for two reasons actually."
"Here we go
again with the reasons," Rei mumbled under her breath.
"I'm sorry?
What did you say?" Minako asked, not quite catching that.
"Nothing,"
Rei said, with a sigh. "You were just saying there were two reasons."
"Yes,"
the idol singer said, back on track. "First off,
security. Even if the press finds out where you're staying, they know
there's no way they can get into that building to see you unless you allow
it."
Rei nodded,
liking that idea a lot. "Okay, I can see that," she said. "So,
what's the other reason?"
Again, Minako
hesitated before she started to speak, her voice suddenly softer.
"Because... well, because..."
"Because
what, Minako?" Rei asked, a bit annoyed.
"Because I
can't go through this alone again," she whispered, and Rei had to strain
to hear it.
"Minako?" Rei said, disturbed by the tone of her voice.
Clearing her
throat, Minako stood and straightened to her full height before turning to face
her. "I know you need time Rei, and I swear I'll give you all the time and
space you need! I promise you! But I... I..." she
paused and swallowed loudly. "I want you with me this time. Please! Help
me get through it! I need you, Rei."
Rei studied her
as she stood there, and took the measure of the person she was. She was strong,
she was proud, she was a leader and she possessed a brilliant mind and a
beautiful, giving, heart. But now she was wounded in both body and spirit, and
she was asking for her help. How could she say no? She had never been able to
deny her anything anyway, and she knew it, so why start now?
...I'll
always come home with you, Mina...
"Whatever
you need," Rei said, walking forward slowly. "Whatever you
want," she said, coming to a stop in front of her. "I'll be there for
you," she promised, as she looked into her eyes. "Just ask."
...Sometimes
it may take me a bit longer to get there than you may like...
Secretly cursing
her damnably fragile emotional state, Minako couldn't stop the trembling that
started to shake her slight frame as Rei stood there with her, and her eyes
dropped to the ground as she fought with herself for control.
"You do
remember me saying that to you today, right?" Rei asked.
Minako nodded
her head.
As if reaching
out to hold a bird, Rei gently cupped Minako's chin, lifting her eyes to meet
her own. "I do need time, Minako. I don't know how much, but I do know
this," she said, reaching forward and deliberately taking her hands.
"I want to try." Looking up from their hands through that thick, dark
fall of bangs, she smiled gently as she squeezed the delicate fingers she held
in her own work-worn hands. "I do want to try. Just be patient with me,
okay?" the dark brown eyes beseeched her.
...wherever you
are is my home...
Minako felt her
heart constrict as she looked into that earnest face. "Okay," was all
she could manage, a blush she made no attempt to hide
coloring her cheeks.
Rei smiled.
"So," she said, tucking one small hand into the crook of her arm.
"It's getting late. Don't you think we should go home now?"
END PART SEVEN