The
Cruelty and Fairness of Fate
by
Crawlspace
~ Chapter
19 ~
~ Ami
and Mako-chan’s Moving Day, Part 2 ~
Looking
up from the box she was rummaging through, Ami took a moment to look around her
new home and noticed her mother was still talking quietly to Haruka. Her curiosity rose at what they could be
discussing so intently, but, knowing she wasn’t likely to get an answer any
time soon, Ami put the question aside.
Everyone
was upstairs now, the last of the furniture inside and near its final
location. The boxes scattered around
were more chaos than she was used to, but at least it was an organized chaos. Her labeling system had seen to that. Though some things were still being moved
about, balanced, and looked through as ideas for where things should go were
thrown around.
Her
mother and Haruka finally parted, Haruka heading into the kitchen where Michiru
and Makoto had disappeared to not that long ago. Finished with the box, Ami followed after the
blonde.
Carefully
stepping around Hotaru and Chibi-usa, who were huddled together on the floor
watching something on Hotaru’s video camera, Ami entered the kitchen. But instead of finding Makoto, she saw only
Michiru and Haruka. “Do you know where
Mako-chan went?”
“She
said she wanted to check things over downstairs one last time,” answered
Michiru. Sitting on the counter beside
the sink with Haruka standing if front of her, Michiru finished tying the plant
hanger around the hook Haruka had put beside the window earlier. “There.
Just the way she wanted it.”
“Thank
you,” answered Ami on her way out.
“No
problem,” said Haruka as her hands settled on Michiru’s waist and gently tugged
her down off the counter.
This
time having to step over Minako as well as the two little girls, Ami made her
way to the front door. She paused to
tell Rei where she was going, then left her friend to Minako’s call of, “Come
see this. Hotaru’s going to rewind this
part for you.”
Downstairs,
Ami opened the door and quietly stepped into the apartment. Makoto stood in the center of the empty livingroom, hands in pockets and back to the door. Walking up behind her, Ami slid her arms
around Makoto and rested her cheek against the girl’s back. They stood there in silence for a moment,
until Ami felt Makoto take a deep breath and then release it in a slow sigh.
Ami’s
arms loosened as Makoto turned so she was facing the smaller girl. “I always leave something behind,” said
Makoto. “No matter how many times I go
through the cabinets and drawers, when I get to where I’m going, I’ve lost
something.”
“What
about this time?”
Makoto
smiled and draped her arms over Ami’s shoulders. “I’ve got everything this time.” She bent her head to Ami’s, their lips coming
together in a slow kiss. Pulling back
slightly, she rested her forehead against Ami’s for a moment, then said, “I’m going to miss this place, though. I know it’s silly. We’re going to be right upstairs, in a place
that’s almost a carbon copy of this one.
But there are a lot of memories here.
Study sessions, sleepovers, the first time Usagi burned something during
a cooking lesson, the first time you told me you loved me.” She grinned and her voice got lower as she
continued, “Our first kiss. The first
time we made love.”
Her
cheeks quickly going from pink to bright red, Ami hid her face against Makoto’s
chest and said softly, “We can make new memories, Mako-chan. They’ll be just as good as the old ones.”
Makoto
nodded as she held Ami to her. “Yeah. We should
invite Usagi over next weekend for a cooking lesson.”
Ami
looked up, startled by that response.
She had been quite certain they were talking about something else.
“What?”
asked Makoto.
“It isn’t home until Usagi sets off the smoke alarm.” Then the straight face Makoto was wearing
cracked, and she started to laugh. “You should
see the look on your face.”
Ami’s
eyes ducked down even as a light giggle escaped her. “Let’s go back upstairs, Mako-chan. They’ll all start decorating for us if we
leave them alone for too long, and I’d like to see what amused Minako so much
on Hotaru’s video.”
Outside,
Ami’s mom was standing and waiting for them.
Her coat was pulled tightly around her and there was color in her cheeks
that made the resemblance Ami couldn’t see stand out even more. “We’re going to get ready and leave,” said
Kaya to the girls when they came out.
She stepped up to Makoto and took the girl’s hands in hers. “I know everyone has already wished you so
much luck you’ll probably find a pot of gold on your doorstep in the morning,
but I’m going to do it anyway. Good
luck, Makoto. I expect you to take good
care of yourself as well as my daughter.”
“Yes,
ma’am,” answered Makoto. “I will. And thank you for helping us. Saatchi-san as well.”
“You’re
welcome.” Kaya then turned to Ami. “Walk me down to the car and say goodbye.”
Ami
walked silently beside her mother to the parking lot where Ken had the car
running and warming up. They stood for a
minute, staring out across the cars inside the lot.
“You
know,” said Kaya, her voice breaking the silence, “I swore I wasn’t going to
cry when I left you here.” She looked
down at Ami, her eyes getting misty.
Ami
moved a step closer to her mother and wrapped her arms around Kaya’s
waist. “I love you, Mom.”
Kaya
returned her daughter’s hug and pulled back her tears with a chuckle. “Now don’t go getting all sentimental on me
or I will start to cry.” A bit more
quietly, she added, “I wouldn’t have survived the first year of your life
without my mother. I don’t know how much
help I can really be to you – you always seem to figure things out all on your
own – but remember that I’m here. And
remember to come and visit your poor, old mom every once in a while.”
Ami
smiled and nodded. “I promise.”
“You
take care of her, too,” said Kaya, indicating the girl who stood on the second
floor landing watching them. “Everyone
needs to be taken care of sometimes, even the ones who think they don’t. That reminds me. Call your grandmother. Tell her you’ve moved, if nothing else. Maybe write a letter to Gram, as well. Mother will have to read it to her with her
eyes the way they are these days, but it will make her happy to know her favorite
is thinking of her.”
Ami
nodded once again, and Kaya found herself imitating the gesture. Then Kaya took a slow breath, gave Ami’s
hands one last squeeze, and let go, taking a step back as she did.
“I
don’t want to keep Saatchi-san waiting for too long,” said Kaya. “I’m on days this week if you need to get
me.”
“I
remember,” answered Ami. “I’ll call.”
With
nothing left to help her stall, Kaya walked over to the car and got in the
passenger side. She waved once more to
Ami and watched as her child went back up the stairs to the young woman who was
waiting for her. A few minutes later,
staring out the side window as the car sat at the entrance to the parking lot,
Kaya felt something laid on top of the hands she had folded in her lap. She looked down and grinned, then picked up
the handkerchief and dabbed at her eyes.
Looking over to the man next to her, she smiled at him in thanks, then reached a hand up to briefly touch his cheek.
Ken
smiled back in understanding, holding her eyes with his for several seconds
before starting them on their way home.
Back
upstairs, Makoto and Ami found all of their friends settling in around the
television. Haruka and Rei were on the
floor connecting the wires between the TV and VCR, with Hotaru sitting beside them
holding the ready converter tape.
“The
screen on the video camera was too small,” explained Minako. “We couldn’t all fit, so we decided to hook
up the VCR. Hope you don’t mind.”
Makoto
shook her head while claiming the last remaining seat. “Nah, this should be fun.”
When
everything was connected and working, Hotaru pushed the tape in, then hurried over to sit between Michiru and Setsuna on the
couch. Haruka squeezed in beside Michiru
on the opposite side, and Rei sat on the floor with the others.
The
tape started to play, and Hotaru’s desk was the first thing they saw. When the little girl appeared on the screen
and started to speak, the Hotaru on the couch grabbed Michiru’s arm and hid her
eyes against it. A happy grin on her
face, Hotaru shyly peeked out from behind her mama’s arm to watch.
A
newly wakened Haruka appeared on the screen, and, amid
snickers and giggles from the girls around them, Michiru leaned in close to her
lover’s ear. “Haruka,” said Michiru
quietly. “This isn’t, by chance, the
same tape you were playing with this morning, is it?”
Haruka
smiled back with just a hint of worry. “Heh, well…” Then she
looked at Minako. “Maybe we should skip
this part.”
“Are
you kidding,” laughed Minako. “This part
is priceless.”
The tape
kept on rolling, and Haruka ran out of time to stop it. She leaned back against the couch in defeat,
suffered through one, quick ‘I’ll get you for this later’ look from Michiru, then chuckled along with everyone else as Hotaru tried to
wake up the sleeping beauty. Michiru,
elegant and graceful thing that she was, took it all in good humor. It helped that said humor was being doled out
to everyone in equal amounts.
“Ack!” exclaimed Makoto when she saw herself for the first
time on the tape. “Why didn’t anyone
tell me I’d gotten that wide? And you
wanted me to go swimming,” she accused Ami, as if that was some terrible crime.
The
smaller girl only smiled up at her from her place by Makoto’s feet as Minako
replied, “Don’t worry, Mako-chan. The
camera always adds ten pounds.”
“Only
ten?” grumbled Makoto in response.
A few
more grumbles and laughs were heard as the tape continued onward. An excited squeal led to a tease. Minako and Rei were announced as being
married, and, as the camera was capturing the faces of everyone who stood
around the two congratulating them, the picture wavered just slightly.
“My
battery started dying,” explained Hotaru as the picture dimmed out. “I had to go get a fresh one from the car.”
The
darkness on screen faded back into light, and the focus zoomed in slowly to the
occupant of a parked car. A man with
dark hair held a camera to his eye. He
adjusted the lens, snapped a few more pictures, then
lowered the camera so he could reach inside the car for something. The something turned out to be a
cigarette. The man turned back to look
in the direction his camera had been pointed and lifted a lighter. It took several clicks to get a flame, and
just as he was lighting up, Hotaru’s filming of him stopped.
The
happy and humorous sounds in the room had ceased during that short scene. Haruka reached down and took the remote from
Minako. She hit the stop button, and the
TV screen went blue.
“Hotaru,
who was that?” asked Haruka, her voice harsher than
she realized.
Hotaru
shifted uncomfortably, easily able to feel the change
in mood and believing it was because of something she had done. She felt like everyone was staring at her,
but not like before. It had become the
bad kind of attention she didn’t like.
Holding Michiru’s arm even tighter in front of her, the girl tried to
disappear behind her mama. “I don’t
know,” she said quietly. “I just saw him
taking our picture, so I took his, too.
I’m sorry.”
“There’s
nothing to be sorry about,” said Michiru gently. “You didn’t do anything wrong. It just surprised us to see him. That’s all.”
She looked around to Haruka, nodded after a moment’s silence, then turned to Setsuna.
Setsuna
understood the looks on her friends’ faces.
Reaching out, she took Hotaru and pulled the little girl onto her lap so
Michiru could get up.
When
Michiru and Haruka stood and started towards the door, Makoto called after
them, “Where are you going?”
“To
see if he’s still out there,” answered Haruka.
“Don’t do anything until we get back.”
Everyone
sat in uncomfortable silence as they waited for Haruka and Michiru. Luna jumped up in the window to see if she
could spot the girls from the apartment.
Artemis was pacing slowly beneath her, his tail twitching anxiously. Chibi-usa, noticing her friend’s sudden
nervousness, climbed up on the couch beside Setsuna and took Hotaru’s hand in
hers. She smiled at the girl, and got a
weak one in return, before Hotaru turned her eyes back to Setsuna.
On
Setsuna’s lap, Hotaru motioned for her to lean down so she could whisper in her
ear. “Setsuna-mama,” whispered the
little girl, hoping no one would pay any more attention to her. “He was only taking our picture. Why is everyone so upset?”
Setsuna
smiled reassuringly at the child and answered quietly, “Everyone’s just a bit
concerned because they don’t know why he was doing it. It makes them a bit nervous.”
“But…” started Hotaru, only to be interrupted by her parents
returning.
“Whoever
he was, he’s gone now,” said Haruka.
“What
do you think he was doing out there?” asked Minako.
Haruka
only shrugged.
“At
the risk of sounding egotistical,” said Michiru, “it is possible someone
noticed either Haruka or myself and thought they could get some good press from
it. It’s happened before, especially
when people realize we have Hotaru with us.”
“But
that early on a Sunday morning?” asked Makoto.
“I know my neighbors can be really nosey, but around here the only
people who show signs of life before
“It’s
also not likely anyone would have had enough time,” added Ami. “According to the date stamp on the video, we
had only been out there for about 45 minutes when Hotaru saw him. For someone to see you, get in touch with the
press, then for a photographer to get himself together and arrive here, would
likely take more time than he was given.”
Several
heads nodded in agreement.
“So
he was just some strange guy watching us?” asked Usagi. She gave a little shudder. “Creepy.
You know, my dad’s always warning me about men like that. I’ve never really seen one, though.”
“When
was the last time you transformed?” asked Haruka suddenly.
“Last
week. Luna and Artemis ran us through
drills,” answered Rei. Catching on to
what Haruka was thinking, she asked, “You don’t think that has anything to do
with why he was watching us, do you?”
“It’s
a possibility,” replied Haruka.
“It’s
a worse case scenario,” added Luna.
“It’s much more likely he’s just a run of the mill pervert with a thing
for young girls. Not that something like
that should be taken lightly.”
“Should
we call the police?” asked Makoto.
“And
tell them what?” answered Haruka. “We
don’t even know for certain it was us he was photographing. Though I don’t know what else it could have
been. Besides, if we assume a ‘worse
case scenario,’ we might get into more trouble than we can handle by bringing
in anyone else.”
“So
now what?” asked Rei.
“We can’t just pretend we didn’t see that.”
“We
take precautions,” said Setsuna. “I
think it would be wise if, for the time being, no one went anywhere alone. Especially after dark. I also think it would be best if Chibi-usa
and Hotaru didn’t go anywhere without one of us accompanying them. Transformations should be kept to
emergencies, as well.”
“I
agree,” replied Luna. “None of them will
be hurt by a few missed practices.”
“You’re
being a little paranoid, don’t you think?” asked Minako. “I mean, if it is just some creep, it’s not
like we can’t take care of him on our own.
“But
you would have to transform first,” answered Michiru. “If something were to happen before you had
the chance, then no matter how powerful your attacks may be, they wouldn’t do
you any good.”
“Ah. I get it, now.”
“Okay,
we’re agreed,” said Haruka. “No
transforming except in emergencies. No
going anywhere alone. That includes
school. I take Hotaru in the morning and
one of us always picks her up. It’s easy
enough for me to swing by and get Chibi-usa.”
“The
rest of us all walk together,” jumped in Rei before Haruka could start handing
out driving assignments. “None of us
goes very far alone, and there are always other people around before we meet
up. If I leave a little earlier than
usual, I can meet Minako halfway to Usagi’s, and we can get her from there
before meeting up with Ami and Makoto.
But you better be on time, Odango, or you’ll
be going to school in your nightgown.”
“Some
friend you are,” replied Usagi, crossing her arms and sticking out her tongue. If Rei was going to be like that about it,
then Usagi wasn’t about to say ‘thank you’ or admit how much better it made her
feel to not have to walk even a short distance alone when some creepy guy could
be out there watching them.
Haruka
ignored the usual give and take between Usagi and Rei as she thought this over. Finally, she nodded in agreement. Then her eyes settled on Makoto.
“Oh,
no,” said Makoto before Haruka had a chance to say anything. “I know that look. Just because I can’t transform, doesn’t mean
I need to be treated like some little kid who needs her hand held whenever she
crosses the street. I can take care of
myself. Besides, I have Ami. Don’t let that innocent, girl-next-door look
fool you. She’s a killer.”
The
image of an enraged Ami appeared unbidden in Usagi’s mind -- red eyes, flaring
nostrils, steaming ears, and all. Her
hands came up quickly and covered her mouth to try and stop the burst of
laughter she felt forming. The gesture
was largely unsuccessful, the sound helping break the tension that had formed
in the room.
Haruka
chuckled along with Usagi. Relenting,
she said, “Okay, Mako-chan. But I was
going to suggest me coming by to pick up you and Ami, anyway. I thought maybe the walk might be getting too
long for you.”
“Thanks,
but it’s not that far,” answered Makoto.
“I can still handle it.”
“Well,
the offer’s there whenever you want it,” answered Haruka.
Makoto
offered thanks once more before letting the subject drop.
As
they talked, Ami’s attention drifted to Hotaru.
The child had pulled back from everyone as Setsuna held her. Once before, as they watched Hotaru timidly
interact with the children in her swim class, Michiru had mentioned how it
surprised her that even though Saturn could face down the worst of evil without
batting an eye, Hotaru seemed so intimidated by children her own age. Ami understood that feeling, though she
hadn’t said it at the time. She thought
perhaps she understood what was happening now, as well, and she felt sorry for
the child.
Getting
up from her spot on the floor and going over to her so she could speak more
quietly, Ami asked, “Hotaru, I don’t think you ever got to take the picture of
everyone that you wanted. Would you like
to do that now, before everyone starts to leave?”
Hotaru
thought about this for a moment, but before answering, turned to Haruka. “May I, Haruka-papa?” When Haruka nodded to her, a small smile
began to form. “I’d like to if everyone
says it’s okay,” she said to Ami.
Cheerful
nods and agreements were offered quickly, everyone glad for the change in
subject. Hotaru got her camera ready as
the group crowded together on and around the couch.
“Someone’s
sitting on me.”
“My foot!”
“Ouch,
you didn’t have to poke that hard!”
“Scoot
over. I can’t breathe.”
“You
have to get closer. I still can’t see
everyone.”
“Come
on, settle down. Kami,
I’m surrounded by three-year-olds.”
A
little more rustling around and rearrangements, and everyone was squished into
the camera frame. “Everyone ready?”
questioned Hotaru before starting the timer.
Given
a consensus of ‘yes,’ Hotaru hit the timer button and hurried over to her spot
in the group. Fifteen seconds ticked by,
and the moment was captured in a flash of light, smiles, and bunny ears.
They
sat together for awhile longer, until Usagi’s father came to get her and
Chibi-usa. He offered to take Minako and
Rei home as well. Haruka and the others
left just after that.
Makoto
closed the door after saying goodbye to the last of her friends. She turned the lock, then
looked over to Ami with a tired smile.
She had accepted that nothing in their lives would ever be simple, and
she was beginning to realize that it was likely very little would ever go as
planned. But at least they had their
friends and, most importantly, each other.
Like this, they could get through anything.
* * *
Hotaru
sat patiently on her bed curling and uncurling her toes while Michiru sat
behind her and worked at the last of the knots in her damp hair. When the last small tangle was released,
Hotaru heard her mama make a quiet sound of triumphant for beating what the
conditioner hadn’t. Michiru ran the
brush through Hotaru’s hair a few more times, then set
it on the nightstand.
“There,”
said Michiru as she removed the towel from Hotaru’s shoulders. “All done. Your hair should be completely dry by the
time we finish reading.”
Hotaru
reached for her pajama top and pulled it over her head. As she negotiated her arms into the sleeves,
she asked, “Can we go to the mall tomorrow?
I used all my film.”
“How
many do you have this time?”
“Only three. Half of
it’s from my field trip and when I went to the park with Setsuna-mama and
Chibi-usa.” Hotaru took the towel
Michiru was holding and walked it over to her laundry basket. Before going back to the bed, she stopped at
her desk to take the spent rolls of film from a drawer. Hotaru lined up the three canisters carefully
along the edge of the desk and stared at them for several seconds.
Still
looking at the film canisters, Hotaru said quietly, “I take a lot of pictures,
don’t I? When I see things I like or
that make me happy, I want other people to be able to see them, too, like Setsuna-mama
said when she gave me my camera. And
people make the best pictures sometimes.”
She looked over to Michiru, worry clear on her
small face. “Do you think anyone was
ever afraid of me because I didn’t tell them what I was doing? I don’t want people to be afraid of me.”
Michiru
shook her head and motioned for Hotaru to come over to her. When she did, Michiru took the child in her
arms. “No one could ever be afraid of
you just for taking a picture. You’re
too kind and gentle a person for anyone to be afraid of you at all, I would
imagine.”
Hotaru’s
head rested against Michiru’s chest, and her fingers played absently with the
end of a lock of Michiru’s hair.
“Everyone got upset earlier, though, because someone did that without
asking. Haruka-papa got angry and
thought he wanted to do something bad to us.
It was only a picture.”
Michiru
hesitated for a moment, unsure of how best to explain. “It wasn’t just because of the pictures,” she
said slowly. “It was because he was
hiding. When people try to hide what
they’re doing, it’s often because what they’re doing is something they
shouldn’t be. That’s what worried
everyone. Your Haruka-papa got angry
because of how much she cares for our friends and how much she loves you. She doesn’t want anything to happen to
you.” Michiru shifted so Hotaru was
looking up at her and smiled at the girl.
“And you, Hotaru, have no need to worry about how others see you,
because you never hide. When people see
you, they see a pretty little girl who has found something in them that’s good
and special. Something, perhaps, they
didn’t realize was there before. That’s
why they always smile back.”
Hotaru
returned the smile Michiru was giving her.
Tightening her hold around her mama, she said, “I love you,
Michiru-mama.”
“I
love you, too,” answered Michiru softly.
She held her child for several moments more, then
released her to reach over and pick up the book that was lying on the
nightstand. “Ready?”
Hotaru
nodded. “We’re on chapter four. It’s bookmarked.”
Together,
the two of them settled against the pillows at the head of the bed. Hotaru rested against Michiru’s side as one
of Michiru’s arms went around her.
Comfortable with the blankets over her, Hotaru held the book as Michiru
started to read.
* * *
Makoto
finished brushing her hair and placed her brush in the dresser drawer. Turning, she paused in front of the mirror
that hung on the closet door. For a
moment, she stared, turning her body to view it at different angles. When she stopped, she stood in profile, her
hands moving over her stomach and pulling her nightshirt tight around her form.
With
a shake of her head and a huge sigh, Makoto said to her reflection, “Pregnant
or not, I know how to handle myself in a fight.
But it’s probably a good thing that I can’t transform. I’d look worse in a fuku than I do in a
bathing suit.”
“I
think you’d look cute in a bathing suit,” said Ami as she leaned against the
doorframe and watched her partner with a grin on her face.
Makoto
smirked. “You look cute in a bathing
suit. I can barely fit into my own shoes
anymore. Tell me,” said Makoto, her
fingers tapping against the side of her belly.
“How is it if I’m only carrying around three pounds of baby, I’ve
managed to gain almost twenty?”
Coming
completely into the room, Ami situated herself between Makoto and the
mirror. She placed her hands over
Makoto’s and said, “I could give you the very long and very boring scientific
reason for why all of these things are going on inside of you. Or, we could just go to bed, and I can give
you the much more enjoyable explanation for why you still look cute in a
bathing suit.”
Makoto
smiled. Her hand moved out from under
Ami’s and up to play with a lock of blue hair.
After letting the strands sift through her fingers for several seconds,
she carefully tucked them behind Ami’s ear, then leaned forward to lay a kiss
on Ami’s forehead. “I love you,” she
said. “For everything. Even the stuff I complain about.” Then, giving the girl’s hand a tug, added, “Come
on. You had the right idea when you said
bed. Too much happened today, and I’ll
be glad when this day is officially over and done with.”
Ami
followed Makoto over to the bed, and, after a bit of pillow punching and
rearrangement, both were comfortably settled.
Ami curled against Makoto’s side as the other girl closed her eyes. Her hand began to play over the front of
Makoto’s nightshirt, slowly pulling it up so she could slip a hand
underneath. Finding her target, Ami’s
fingers began to draw random shapes and squiggles over the spot she’d seen
Makoto favoring. She was rewarded a few
minutes later when she felt a few tiny kicks.
One
arm around Ami and the other behind her head, Makoto relaxed and let Ami
play. This was the thing that had
surprised her the most as she got to know Ami on a more intimate level. The girl liked to touch. Not a clingy sort of touching like the way
Usagi so often did with Mamoru, but a small, almost gentle sort of thing she
would only do when no one else was around.
When
they would lie together at night, just like they were now, Ami would start to
run her fingers over Makoto’s arms and shoulders. Sometimes, she would trace them over lips or
around eyes, but inevitably those fingers would travel down to rest on Makoto’s
belly. There, Ami’s hand would rest warm
against Makoto’s skin as her fingers stroked slowly. Or those same fingers would start to draw
shapes or tap out simple patterns as she waited for a response from the little
boy within. Most times, those playful
touches would lead to more serious and intimate ones. Other times, the gentleness behind them would
lull Makoto to sleep. And always when
she woke, Ami would be there beside her, some part of her making physical
contact.
“What
do you think my mom calls him?” asked Ami out of nowhere.
Ami’s
palm was flat against Makoto’s stomach, and all of her concentration seemed to
be focused on the area, so Makoto naturally assumed that was what Ami was
asking about. A crooked grin forming on
her face, Makoto quipped, “That annoying little thing that ruined my daughter’s
life?”
Makoto
heard a small giggle, then Ami replied, “No, I don’t
mean the baby. And you know she doesn’t
think that. I mean Saatchi-san. Whenever she’s mentioned him to me, she
always calls him ‘Saatchi-san.’ What do
you suppose she calls him when they’re alone?”
Biting
back the first smart replies of possible endearments that popped into her head,
Makoto said instead, “I don’t know. I
guess it depends on how close they are.”
“Mmmm,” murmured Ami, her index finger beginning to move
slowly back and forth as she thought.
“Mom obviously respects him professionally,” she mused, “or she wouldn’t
have recommended him to you. And they
must know each other fairly well personally.
I don’t think he would have helped us the way he did otherwise. Perhaps they are… close.”
“Are
you okay with that?”
“Yes. It’s a bit odd to think about. I’ve never really thought of my mother as
anything but my mother and the doctor everyone else sees her as. It’s hard trying to picture her as something
else, especially as someone’s date. She
shouldn’t have to be alone just because of that, though.” Ami smiled.
“My mom is one of those people who think they can do it all alone, and
she has for a long time. I think it
would be nice if she didn’t always have to.”
Makoto
pulled Ami a little tighter against her side and kissed the top of her
head. “That’s very thoughtful and mature
of you. I just hope I can follow your
example.”
Ami
tilted her head up and asked, “What do you mean?”
“Well,”
answered Makoto, her voice teasing, “I’m in an awkward position here. I mean, my mother-in-law is sleeping with my
doctor. Almost makes me wonder what
their pillow talk is like.”
For
an instant, Ami’s eyes went wide right before she buried her face against
Makoto. “Mako-chan!” came
her muffled complaint. “You were the one
who said they were most likely just friends!”
“I
thought you said you were okay with this,” replied Makoto as she gave Ami’s
side a poke.
Ami
jumped from the tickle Makoto’s finger caused, curling up a bit more as a result. Then she turned her head so one eye could
peek up at Makoto. “I am, more or
less. But there are some things I’d
rather not have to think about, especially in relation to my mother. Ever. No matter how okay I may be with it.”
“Fair
enough,” answered Makoto. She turned
slowly onto her side so she was facing Ami, the other girl’s head resting
against her arm. Makoto used her free
hand to tilt Ami’s head so she could see her eyes, then
gently stroked the backs of her fingers against Ami’s cheek. “You have pretty eyes,” she said softly, and
smiled at how that could still make Ami blush.
Then she leaned in and pressed her lips to one warm cheek.
Ami
snuggled closer and turned so her lips met Makoto’s. Together this way, both girls let what was left
of the day slip away without them.
* * *
The
timer beside the bed dinged, signaling to Seki that the last stage of the film
developing was done. He snuffed out his
cigarette and went back into the makeshift darkroom he’d set up in the bathroom
of the hotel.
A
little more work, and the film he’d taken this afternoon was hanging up in
front of him. Seki stared at the images,
shaking his head. This wasn’t good, especially
with the year’s biggest fundraiser only three weeks away, and it was going to
put a rush on their plans.
Vibration in his pocket pulled Seki’s
attention away from the photos. He
pulled out his cellular and held it to his ear.
“Hirano.”
“It’s
Kimiko,” said a female voice. “I got your message. What’s going on?”
“It’s
about time you got back to me,” said Seki crossly. “I called you five hours ago.”
“Don’t
start with me, Seki,” came an equally cross response. “Just tell me what the problem is.”
“They’re
married.”
“What!?”
asked Kimiko so loudly Seki had to hold the phone
away from his ear. “How is that even
possible? Forget that they’re both
underage. They’re both girls. It’s not legal.”
“Legalities
aside, it’s what they’re saying,” answered Seki as he went back over to his bed
to light another cigarette. “That blonde
with the hair stood in the middle of an apartment complex and announced it loud
enough for everyone who lived there to hear.
Christ, I was half a block away, and I heard her. I pity her boyfriend.”
Kimiko heaved a sigh into the receiver. “Am I supposed to tell him this?”
“No,”
replied Seki. “You’re supposed to tell
him he needs to make a decision about how we proceed. Rei’s discretionary level has reached
zero. It’s only a matter of time before
someone finds out and we lose whatever advantage we have over the
situation.” He took a drag off his
cigarette, imaging the unhappy expression on his coworker’s face at what he was
about to say. “Our best bet now is to
move forward with our original plan.”
“It’s
a bad idea,” answered Kimiko without missing a beat,
just the way Seki knew she would. “I
said it before, and I’ll say it again.
This will backfire on us worse than anything else.”
“Whatever,”
said Seki.
“You’re the only one who feels that way, and you’ve been outvoted. Just do your job and tell him what I’ve told
you. I’ll be back in the morning with
the prints from this trip.” He hung up
the phone without waiting for a response.
Reclining back on the bed, Seki wondered if he had enough time left
tonight to find something to do in this town that didn’t involve politics or teenage
girls.